Trapped in the Abyss
Trapped in the abyss, i can still taste his very
lips against mine
Soft and sweet, nice and warm
To him every part of me wants to swarm
Embracing his
presence as his essence has me caught up in amazement
How did we make it this far and which way will we
go
Expectations of lust that grew to so much more
Despite limitations existent from the past that
creep up uninvited
Despite it we fight it because the future means so much more
Persistence has taken us both to a new level
Persistence from him, persistence from me together equals eternity
But will he stay or turn on me, lingers in my mind
Because not every touch that I've felt has been so warm
In fact I still have chills from those who were so cold toward me
Chills that come and go and then fade with each
new warm touch that he gives me
Borderline to perfection has me thinking is this too good to be true
Or is this just another dream
Or is this just another dream
Another dream and im just now awakening to the dawn of a new day
As the sun shines bright I
awake to its beaming rays
I awake to a new day in astonishment of realization
as to where we might be
Trapped in the abyss or free... It screams to me…trapped in the abyss or free…
So as to where we might be is dependent upon
mentality it seems
Presently im feeling caged by my emotions yet open
Open to the possibility of us yet closed I
supposed by actions that impose alternative means
With a closed heart and an open mind that rewinds
the past
In search of clues to how the present is presently here
Reality reveals that the chills from cold
shoulders gave birth to distrust and doubt
In addition to pain and rage
Although it’s of the past, I await now for the next new
day
As the burden of sorrow no longer lingers through the night.
No longer stalks throughout the day.
No longer trapped in abyss, I've finally found my way out of it's maze
The shackles have disappeared as truth is revealed
Finally free to love freely and finally free to be me
By: Nikki J.
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